June 2010
your smile, your laugh, you just makes me go a lil...
i just don’t know what to do >.<
Am i?
nice guy… its a title i seem to hold amongst a large group of people, a very large group of people. Specifically, when it comes to the situations when it involves my feelings towards certain individuals. With this knowledge I’m guessing it makes sense when people say nice guys finish last. I’m just hoping she won’t try to win this race.
Soccer today is gonna be fun. oh and i hope mel is reading this cause im lettin you know im gonna smash oj today =)
I fell in love,
in love with you suddenly.
Ready.
Im so ready to make the best out of the worst. I know im not gonna get a response from you tomorrow but still, a guy can hope…right? I want you to say yes SO bad but come on the chances of that happening are slim to none. Im happy that im the only guy you’ve ever actually CONSIDERED but im sorry being “considered” is not what i was going for. And im not trying to be...
Goal for summer
my tech goal for the summer is to set up both computer systems; reformat the desktop or move EVERYTHING to an external find the drivers for the desktop, get the sound systems set up for both computers, buy spliters, adapters, and cables for monitor set up
lets make the most of what i got. =]
Take your time. Please.
Him.
I knew him for far too short of a time. All it took was one drama piece for me to get just a little bit closer with this boy who, with no exaggeration, has no faults. No one, not one person can think of anything wrong with this boy. Respect, he set the bar, care, he made it. Its just ridiculous seeing how he could just leave like that..but at least he left before someone came along and judged him....
dont take what you dont need from me.
French radio- a woman is talkin about how she doesn’t know why her baby randomly cries. ITS A BABY. ITS SUPPOSED TO CRY!
Willing.
I’m willing to try “trying” but i dont wanna get hurt. I know im gonna… but i think im gonna have to go through with it anyways cause its what i want. And im willing to hurt myself for you.
Why am i upset over something like this you ask?
Something so small to others it would mean nothin.. but to me.. it meant a whole lot. Okay so i took away the heart… cause well i told you a while ago how you stole mine so you already have it and i dont need to show it to you.. it was merely a joke.. Now you took away the hug? Really? i guess all im left with is a crescent moon with a freakin smiley face.
Tease.
1:She said shes wants to talk to you 2: oh? 1: yeah like sometime this week or next week 2: about what? 1: well its not bad and its not… youll find out dont worry. 2: ohh okay * on the inside- RAWR WTH TELL MEE IM AN IMPATIENT F*** GAHH…. oh well >.<* i hate having other people involved, i didnt ask them to help they just found out and went with it.. i guess its a friendly...
“You know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you can still...”
– Peter Pan (via oandanum)
Rejection.
Does it show you the true side of people? Seems like it to me… maybe its cause you’re busy with homework[irony*] at least thats what I’m telling myself. *shrugs* It wasn’t a direct no, theres a chance but what are the chances of that chance being a chance that i can actually consider me having a chance of having this chance? Probably lost someone in there with all that...
Was that on purpose? Cause i actually took that to offense… i don’t wanna seem over emotional because of something so insignificant to most people but we went from 3 to 2 and did you really try to bring it down to 1? When you said give it time am i supposed to take things away from what i say too, so they like rebuild or something?
Now i realize.
You probably don’t want me because I’m not boyfriend material… i don’t know what that means… BUT what i do know is that i would not have a clue on how to talk to you[on msn] if we were anything more.. do i talk the normal way i do? are we still gonna have awkward silences? am i gonna have to say penis more often to ease the tension of silence?
I'll never be perfect. I'll never be cool. I'll...
is there something actually wrong with me? apparently not… from what i hear but why is it that even you don’t seem to want to take it further..? You want time? I’m gonna give it to you, cause i know that you’re worth the wait despite what anyone says.
I love how some people say “i haven’t tweeted in like SOOOOO long” well i haven’t tumbld in so long…. B****
